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Reflections #2 This weekend I realized a lot of things. I realized how much nice weather affects me, how fast time passes and how much I hate myself for having bad priorities. The last two are sometimes really  bothering me… in some way I hate thinking about them, it's just really sad and overwhelming. Maybe the problem is in the way I look at them, but I just can't do it differently. It's really frustrating how much you want to change something but the process of doing this is soooo long.  I think overall these topics aren't easy for a lot of people. They can come to your mind any time of the day and stay for quite some time. But you can also really easily forget about them and just get lost in the rights of today's society... In my opinion the hardest thing is to always have them at the back of your head and still live in the Harmony with yourself. If you can do it you can really be proud of yourself. 

Reflections #1 Today I was listening to quite a lot of music and at some point I came across some tracks that I used to be obsessed about. And I started to think and trying to remember when did I stopped listening to them. How did it happen?  Did I just forgot about them one day and never listened to them again?  It is so weird to think about it. There had to be a day when I played this song one last time for a long term\period of time and I didn't even know that it was the sad last time.  In some cases I don't even  think it was because I was bored with it, I just never played it again.  The only reason I have found is that I'm not a kind of person that has an idol or a favourite gener of music and because of that I find something new and completely different quite often.  But beside that I don't have any explanation for this and its driving me crazy.